H-A-T-E

Don’t hate me
Don’t hate me because I am white
Don’t hate me because the life I choose
Not everything goes according to plans
People wander off in life
They try new things
They go places
Can you be my place?
Be the place I want to go to when I feel down
Let me be the outcast in a class
Just don’t hate me.
I want to be the electricity to your light bulb
But I fear I will let you down
Possibly dim your life
Please don’t hate me if I do
I take risks to please you
Are the risks worth taking?
I feel I’m wasting my time
Is it true?
Just please done hate me
I want to succeed in everything I do
School, sports, everything
But if I fail in a class
Please don’t hate me
I go through life
Fearing a three sentence word
“I hate you”
Please, don’t hate me…

No, no...

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could've been
But still you lived inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase
the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way,
no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you, would never come around
And still I wanna put this out.
You say you got the most respect for me, but
sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part.
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Beyonce did it again.


"You are still a senior live your fxcn(her version of "fuckin") life, love.... you have a whole bunch of years ahead of youu" - Sherry Calloway
AKA- My favorite Bumble Bee :P

Wake up

Every time someone says "It's a new day, don't worry about what happened yesterday", it pisses me off. Sure, it might be a new day, month, maybe even year, but things don't just disappear. Things don't just happen overnight to make the pain go away. Yea, miracles could occur and surprise the hell out of you, but more than likely not. A miracle is what you need for me to ever let you back into my head; arms; life in fact. You can always say things are meant to be, we can work through this, blah blah blah. True fact: things don't always happen the way you want them to.

When people mess up, it's good to attempt to give them a second chance. Once you mess up again, that's all on you.

"Happens once, shame on you. Happens twice, shame on me."