Crying my last tear.

I have seriously never felt so replaced in my entire life. Sad thing is, you can't even see how much you are hurting me. You're too blinded by how you are friends with this person that you can't see how bad I'm hurting. As I sat here tonight and listened to everything you were telling me, I cried. I cried because I'm going off to college in 4 months and you aren't even trying to save what we have. This shouldn't be this way. I don't know whether to give up now or to keep trying. Giving up sounds so much easier. I just want to start crying right now.