Break? Please!

I need a break, gotta have a break!

These past 2 months have been so crazy. Busy with Winterball stuff, drama, relationships. I just need a break! Over all the drama; Save it for ya mama. Relationships only work if you want them to. Learned that. Winterball was AMAZING. Too bad I didn't go. Hella bummed about that. Decorations looked, mmm words can't explain. Friends looked hella cute in there dresses. Worked a total of 27 hours taking down and setting up the dance the past 2 days. FELL OFF THE BLEACHERS! Yes, I fell off. But, overall, I think that these past 2 months have showed me so much. It taught me that as much as you want something, it's not always going to work out that way. People change, feelings change and people move on. With or without you. Everyone is in my life for a reason. Whether I want them to be or not. In some way, people teach me the good and bad in life and prepare me for what's to come.

So, my grades are hella slippin. AGAIN. Failing 2 classes. I guess I have just been so overwhelmed with things lately that I just can't concentrate in any class. I'm sleeping most of the time because I get a negative amount of sleep every night. My Mom is threatening to not let me go to Santa Rosa, so I need to start working. I don't have any motivation to do anything now that water polo isn't going on. But, I gotta start. Starting afterrr Christmas break :)