I'm tired of it all. I just want it to stop. I want the hatred to stop. I want the jealousy to stop. I just want peace. Yet, peace is way too far out of reach.
I tried to go through 1 week without you getting mad at me. I do everything I'm told. Yet, not good enough. Tonight, you ask me to go with you to get dinner. You are in the car with me for 20 minutes, all you asked me was "So, are you still, ya know?" Yes mom, I am! I change the subject.
I'm sitting in my room, doin god knows what. You come in and ask me to clean my room. So, I do. It's clean as can be. ONE thing isn't good enough. Caitlin makes a big deal outta everything. She starts yelling in my face, I get up and leave the room. Once again, it's my fault. So, you tell me to give you my phone, laptop, etc. I get pissed and retaliate by saying Caitlin always gets what she wants out of conversations. I end the conversation with "everyone is after me in this house because they don't like me." Damn, I have never seen you shoot up outta a chair as fast as you did. You get all up in my face and tell me to get the fuck out of your house and tell me to never come back. So, where do I go now?
I gotta do somethin.
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so...where are you?
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