Monday, December 1, 2008

Silence isn't so Golden

It's 12am and I finally choose to go to sleep. My head hits the crisp pillow and I fall asleep like a baby. Dreaming away, I get interrupted by an annoying vibration rolling through my veins at 1am. I open my eyes to see you're calling. Haven't talked to you in 3 weeks since I furiously left the sight of your beautiful eyes. "Damn, should I pick up? I guess, what do I have to lose." Those were my thoughts as my blood was pumping through my veins, nervous to answer the phone. "Hello?" "Hey babe, I miss you." Didn't know what to say. Took me by surprise. So, I just sat there, not knowing what to do. "What do you need?" "I need you..." ...No answer. You spilled your guts to be those 3 hours we talked. I miss you. No, I don't forgive you; I'll never forget it either. I love you, as a friend. That's all I ever see us being again, friends.
You make me feel different. Different from anyone else. Just wish you could have made better choices. =/

1 comment:

Lauurrreennnn said...

people make mistakes courtney. in order to keep a relationship you hafta learn that everyone is just human... who knows.. you might be in the same position shes in right now some day.