I felt so out of it today. Forgot to do my homework for 2 out of 3 classes. Fell asleep in government. Zoned out in math the whole time. Hella productive in video productions, somehow. Now, all I wanna do is pass out and sleep. =/
Lately I've been hella thinking about what I want out of life... Who do I want to become? What do I want to do? Where do I want to go? Who do I want to be with? It's just so crazy that I have around 7 1/2 months left in Antioch before I move and go to college. I have not done nearly what I have always dreamt about doing. I wanna meet someone and fall madly in love with them. I would love to have someone who wants to be with me, not feels obligated to. I just wanna truly be happy. I want to not have to hold back how I feel. I wanna take a trip to Mexico with my best friend. I want to buy a car. I want to be known as an individual. I want to be appreciated for something. I want to make a movie and have it win an award. I want to make it to NCS in swimming. I want to be able to see anyone I want without having to explain myself. I want my mom to be understanding of who I am. I want my sister to stop treating me like a piece of shit on the ground. I want to notice that I'm being loved without having to be asked. I just want so much. Is that too much to ask for? Find me a person who will love me for who I am, not what I'm not.
Lately I've been hella thinking about what I want out of life... Who do I want to become? What do I want to do? Where do I want to go? Who do I want to be with? It's just so crazy that I have around 7 1/2 months left in Antioch before I move and go to college. I have not done nearly what I have always dreamt about doing. I wanna meet someone and fall madly in love with them. I would love to have someone who wants to be with me, not feels obligated to. I just wanna truly be happy. I want to not have to hold back how I feel. I wanna take a trip to Mexico with my best friend. I want to buy a car. I want to be known as an individual. I want to be appreciated for something. I want to make a movie and have it win an award. I want to make it to NCS in swimming. I want to be able to see anyone I want without having to explain myself. I want my mom to be understanding of who I am. I want my sister to stop treating me like a piece of shit on the ground. I want to notice that I'm being loved without having to be asked. I just want so much. Is that too much to ask for? Find me a person who will love me for who I am, not what I'm not.
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instead of just saying what you want, make it happen.
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