Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Nothing is ever "just" right

Wow. That just happened so fast. I'm like left speechless. Hurt is an understatement of how I'm feeling right now. Hurt is like how I felt when you would tell me to STFU. But now, totally new definition comes to mind. You break up because of ME. Dude, you guys were so solid. Like, thee cutest couple ever. Now, nothing. Nothing but "I hate her" "Stupid Bitch", all this stuff. Then I find out that we are supposed to be best fucking friends and you don't tell me shit. You don't want me knowing. Fuck that! I tell you everything. I keep secrets like its a life or death situation. I would put my life on the line for you, and you don't even have the courage to tell me shit. I might be over reacting, but I mean, seriously, WOW. Then, you really have the nerve to call my bestfriend a fucking slut. Oh shit. Bitch, YOU'RE the one on birth control. Don't even start me on that. Last time you called her a slut, shit hit the fan.

I hate how you think everything is good and shit, then BAM. You think you have a bestfriend who is upfront and tells you everything, then BAM. You wanna believe people end relationships because they stopped liking each other, then BAM. I thought I knew the meaning of a bestfriend, apparently, I don't. Which totally sucks. Sleeping on it. Tomorrow is a new day, shit doesn't go away, but it sure does settle. Fuck fake bitches, lame bitches, stupid bitches, and just bitches in general. Done.

1 comment:

Lauurrreennnn said...

couples NEVER break up because of other ppl. Maybe if tehre was cheating involved or shit like that but not in your situation. You cant keep tellnig yourself its YOUR fault, because that's simply just not the truth. It's stupid if you think that! let everything cool down and let them deal with it. Don't try to get to the bottom of this and get in the middle. ya feel?